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XIII GO THROUGH It is said one must be free from human love if one is to enjoy Divine Love. But to be free is usually taken to mean to reject, to reject naturally by force, that is to say, to coerce, to repress and suppress. "But who can coerce a force of Nature?" the Gita asks. Indeed a force of Nature like human passion cannot be dominated or obliterated by force; it is sure to come back with a redoubled vigour. Nor can such an elemental feeling be overlooked, side-tracked or by-passed. This way also the element is sure to come back and catch you from behind. The best way to tackle the thing is, as the Mother says, to go through it. To go through means to stand and face it and not run away from it. To go through does not mean, however, to satisfy or to indulge the urge—that makes you a slave of it more and more; you get all the more entangled and can never hope to be free. You stand and face in order to seize the truth, the reality of the thing you have to deal with. You have to purify it and clean it in order to remove the dust that covers the gold. If it is human love, to purify means to free it from selfishness, from egoistic desire, the sense of possession. Instead, you love simply for the joy of loving without any expectation or demand of return. You find in the end that this way Page-49 of loving brings to you a greater delight, a new thrill and poignancy, proper to a pure feeling. Indeed not only love but all
human impulses and urges are to be dealt with in the same way. The Gita
furnishes a beautiful and crucial example. The Gita teaches man to go through
the field of activity and not to reject or avoid it. The whole of the Gita is an
ideal lesson in the technique of going through. The Gita says, do not renounce
work but dedicate it—not karmatyāga.
What does this dedication mean? The first step in the process of dedication is desirelessness—to do work without desire. It is usually thought that desire is the source and origin of work. If you have no desire, you have no need or impulse to work. But this is a very superficial view of things. The impulse for work springs from elsewhere, from a deeper and impersonal source. The true spirit in which you should work is, as the Gita enjoins, to do a work because it is a thing to be done, not because you desire it. So naturally you do not hanker for the fruit of your action. First then, no attachment to the action itself, then no attachment to the fruit that it brings. This can be done only when you are unselfish. Not only unselfishness but you have to go a step farther, to selflessness. So then there are these three stages in the process of dedication or purification. First to work without desire, without attachment to the result of the work. Then you will be able to see that you are an instrument only, the work is being done through you. At the beginning you are a desireless, unselfish doer of works, next you see yourself Page-50 as a detached witness of your action and finally you see that the action happening in you is Nature working in you, Nature the instrument of the Divine. Finally yourself is no longer there, it is the Divine alone that is and acts. What has been said of works is true of all activities in man, his thoughts, feelings, impulses, physical acts. It is the process of going through and meeting the reality beyond, which hides, encloses itself with all its envelopes or coverings which you pass through. In fact it is to the Divine that
the dedication has to be made. Dedication means offering. All works, says the
Gita, have to be offered to the Supreme, that is the meaning of sacrifice, the
sacrifice of works (Karmayajna), all works come from the Divine and they are to
go back to Him, that is how they are purified and through them thus purified and
elevated, man attains his goal, union with the Supreme. However, not works alone
but each and every element of the human being —even love and passion and all the
grosser urges—do come from the only one Source, the Divine. They become impure
and distorted, muddy and poisonous when man seeks to appropriate, that is to
say, misappropriate them as his own personal belongings. To give up the sense of
ownership is the core of dedication. You are not the possessor, the Divine is
the only possessor. In fact, you also do not belong to yourself, you belong to
the Divine. That is the ceremony of sacrifice you have to undertake— install the
Divinity in all your parts and functions. That
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your human elements. That is how you go through ignorance and mortality and
arrive at knowledge and immortality.
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